I know he’s my dad, and I love him and all…
But sometimes I don’t want to tell him anything, because he doesn’t seem to care of my achievement. He doesn’t seem to be happy and be proud. It’s like he has a list and when I told him my achievement, he would be like “how are you doing with the next one?”
Seriously. It makes me feel I’m never good enough for him. I can never reach his expectation.
Is it how he teaches me to try and work harder? Idk, all I know is it’s fucking suck and fucking annoying. Like what am I supposed to do get that encouragement “good job!” or simply just a prideful smile.
Seriously, it makes my eyes tear up and just makes me want to give up. What’s the point!
Maybe this is the reason why we can never get along. Ever!